The Year of the Conquering

And he had a different spirit, he follows me PASSIONATELY. I will bring him into the land that he scouted and his children will inherit it. Numbers 14:24.
Reflecting back on 2009 only makes you charge with thought into the future. In Numbers God commanded Moses to send people to scout out the promise land. The people were waiting, anxious for the report. What would their new home be like? Would it really be everything that God promised it to be? In my own life I feel myself at these moments waiting expectantly to see if everything really will turn out "alright" if that land I was promised really will be given to me. We all know how the story goes. When the people came back with the report only two (Joshua and Caleb) had a good report. "Lets go at once to take that land, we can certainly conquer it!" (13:30).
For 2010 there is this faith rising up in me to be just as these two. No matter what my circumstances look like, where I'm at. To have reckless abandonment to God to say "I can certainly conquer it!" This attitude can only come out of the fact- and it something that I still cannot completely wrap my head around -That he is jealous for me, therefore, I make myself reckless for him. So here we go.